HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!

2010-06-21T11:29:00.001+08:00

wow. i'm so surprised to see this blog is still around!
haha. shouldn't blogger like close the account if it's in active for almost a year! =)

2009-08-24T13:21:00.002+08:00

WeiSong is damnnn lazy to update his blog mannn~
This is WenLing the blog saver for him!
Just came back after lunch from Ishi Mura. Hee!
And here I am blogging for him~

Anw, we're just gg to catch The hangover.
Don't scold us slow yet.
Cause many also haven't watch! Hee alrights!
Tata!

2009-08-10T21:55:00.003+08:00

Today no school .
So went k box with wen ling marcus and reynard .
Sing .
Sang .
Sung .
$24 .
Ok la .
Around that price .
After that went to have lunch at kfc .
Although it was almost 6 liao .
After that we head back to yishun .
Wen ling went to tiong .
So i reach yishun went to ma shop's first .
Then had soup .
Then went mac and meet 4EC .
Around 9.30 like that went back home .
Cause i promise someone i will go back home early . :$

Thanks yoke .
I will try my best to forget and pray as well de .
But damn .

2009-07-24T20:12:00.000+08:00

I'm is so excited right now ! going to watch transformer at 8.40 . ahhhh . and and . tomorrow bs ! first time . ahhhhh !

2009-07-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

Today was a nice day .
Dnt the first five period .
It was like so fast lor !
Quite happy that didn't had to stay so long .
So recess , had to go do the school quiz thing .
Kinda stupid .
VE was still grooming session .
Haha , quite fun .
Didn't go extra lesson today .
Same old problem .
Damn worrying sia . =(
Had dinner with pristina and nurul !
Chatted till almost 9 with nurul sia .
Pristina went off halfway .
Wa , now nurul know a lot of thing about me sia !
I also know a lot !
Muhaha . =)

Thanks nurul .
For hearing me .
And understanding .

And 4EC .
Please let us have dinner frequently please .
It really is a good session and i appreciate and enjoy every single one of them .
I'm going to make it a point at least once a week .
Although i feel that is not enough , but it's better than nothing .

2009-07-06T10:58:00.002+08:00

I have been quite active lately . =)
And my mind is not all about her anymore . =)
And i'm not pregnant . =)
Yesterday went church . =)
Was there the whole morning .
Woke up at 9 .
Met yoke at 10 .
Saw gwen at expo too !
Was shock to see her there .
Was even shocking that she recognise me from behind .
Haha . =)
And yesterday was wai teng's birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY !
After church , went airport de T2 .
Lunched burger king .
Crapped a lot there .
Haha .
Xiao min jie jie de grandfather passed away .
Sigh .
Hope he went in peace .
Ma told me he was in and out of the hospital .
It must have hurt .
For himself and the families .

Quote of the day .
Once a friend , always a friend .
Once a Sharep , always a Sharep .
Once 4EC , always 4EC .
Once pregnant , always pregnant . =)

2009-06-27T13:24:00.002+08:00

Ok .
I suddenly have this urge to have a run at least once a week .
Maybe is because i have registered for ns .
Don't wish to be the one to drag my squad down right ? =)
Ya , i still wish ns. is not compulsory .
But still , must be in a good condition when i go for service .

Can't wait for school to reopen .
I miss my light bulbs and lamp posts .
Seriously .
Miss the madness and the bondings .

2009-06-26T11:19:00.002+08:00

Haven't been updating lately .
But i wish to dedicate this post to the King Of Pop , Michael Jackson .
He just passed away yesterday morning , i think .
But he definitely passed away .
Dear Mr Michael Jackson , i will always remember you for what you have done to the music world .
Although i'm not a fan of yours , i still know of good musics that you sang .
Musics that many more generations will listen to .
And i know you love kids , and i believe those rumors are not true .
You are just a person who love kids so much .

I love kids too .
And i know how devastated i would be if someone say i rape a kid .
But please .
Rest In Peace .
You deserve it .
May you be in heaven looking down on all of us and blessing us .

2009-06-15T14:28:00.003+08:00

Still Lovin In Someone Memories .
That was her name for msn .
Does it mean anything ?
Those were the exact same words .
But soon she changed the name .
Does it mean anything at all ?
I really want to ask her .
I thought of asking shirmain to help me ask .
But she was offline .
So , i guess that's just it bah .
My heart hurts so much .

Yesterday went to semabwang shopping centre opposite eat dinner .
Was nice .
Thai style .
Ate scrumptiously .
Again . Sembawang .
That friend's block .
I just keep on see it , like no fucking business like that .
I really don't know what the fuck is wrong with me .

I do miss her .
That is the actual fact .
But can i still be with her ?
That is the question that will only be answered by her .
When ?
Only she knows .

2009-06-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

Ok .
Yesterday swensen .
Thanks mrs lee .
Cause i best improvement for elec. geo .
Although best improvement , still fail .
Sigh .
Sadded .
Thursday havoc with my class .
Wednesday never go school .
Pon .
Thursday also sent pristina to batam .
Think she is back already .
I miss a lot of people suddenly .
But everyone has their own life la .
Best is i don't disturb them .
Let them do what they deem fit .
I haven't seen her for almost two weeks .
And maybe not being able to see her helps .
But i still think of her .
Mabye even think too much .
Thursday also went to child care .
Sigh .
That was the worse .
I keep on wonder what will she say if she was there .

Bang .

2009-06-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

Well .
Today was a nice day .
Nice weather and all .
Start from morning then .
Today woke up at around 7 .
Lay in bed slack .
A little while go bath .
Come out use computer for awhile .
Check email and facebook and all .
Left house at around 7.30 .
Went to bus stop .
Wait for bus around 5 to 10 min like that .
Reach northland mac at around 7.40 .
Was suppose to meet 4ec all de .
In the end i was the only 4ec there .
Dots .
Sit there around 5 min .
Go beside coffee shop drink milo .
Want order coffee de .
Worry flashback , so nope .
Soon yoke kee came .
I chiong finish my milo and left together .
Watch with her till third floor .
Had a little chat .
Said goodbye .
Waited for wong .
And headed to 4eb for geography .

Happy . =)
Wong will know why . =$
So geography finish liao go canteen slack a little .
Talk here and there .
After that send kenny go up fourth floor for his english .
Talked to mariya while heading out of school .
After that , went to bus stop and head back home .

Homed still around 2.30 .
Meet marcus talk about the bbq .
Went 925 .
Makan and all .
Went post office after eat finish .
Buy stamps .
Soon reynard come .
Went sembawang de giant .
Sigh . (Flashback)
Walk here and there .
See here and there .
Headed back home .
Slack near jiemin there .
And then head back home till now .

We took the free shuttle bus .
The shuttle bus passed her's friends house .
We quarreled at there before .
But it ended well , i guess .
But now .
It's ended .
Irony .

2009-06-01T22:39:00.003+08:00

Today had my chinese o level .
Phew .
Ok la .
Confident will pass .
But don't know can get b4 or b3 a not .
Worries .

Today watch terminator salvation with marcus and reynard .
Sorry kenny dear couldn't accompany you .
Promise will pay back de . =)
And as always , step out of the cinema do the same thing .
Sigh .
I really do miss every now and then .

2009-05-31T22:38:00.003+08:00

Ok .
Tomorrow mother tongue o level .
Everybody has been wishing each other good luck .
I want to be different .
Hope all of you will get the marks you want . =)
Hmm .
Wonder got differences a not ?

Today went bugis .
Pray .
Kino .
And appled .
In the end only prayed successfully .
Went kino want buy book .
Bugis de don't have .
So went orchard .
Before that went to apple .
See if can send for servicing .
Then damn .
Must go funan .

When praying that time , i felt empty somewhere .
Slowly , i realised .
She wasn't by my side praying with me .
Sigh .

So after staying in bugis de kino .
Went to orchard de .
In the end , still don't have .
ARGH !
So pre-ordered it .
They no stock all shit .
Marcus brought some books .
Oh , and he accompanied me today .
So thanks lao gao .

After that mrt-ed backed to yishun .
Went brought kfc for dinner for me and ma .
Went timezone , accompanied marcus play drum .
After that took 811 .
Saw lisheng onboard .
Long time no see le .
So , yep .
That's it i guess .

Of course i still miss her now and then .
This is something that will never change for a long time , perhaps even forever .
I do miss her .
I do hope for her to come to my side .

2009-05-26T20:56:00.003+08:00

These few days haven't been happy .
Yesterday .
I swore .
Yesterday i see her like 10 .
Perhaps even 100 times .
I see her like she is just beside me like that .
Ya , she was beside me at some point of time .
No doubt .
Just felt shitty all the way yesterday .
Stress-core .

Didn't went for archery .
I'm a sharpshooter for gun .
Not bow and arrow .
So slack at library and toilet with cheng liew and kenneth .
At toilet wash up and stuff .
She was just outside the toilet .
When i step out of the toilet alone , she was standing at the side .
I so so so so so so wanted to go to her side and talk to her .
And hug her soooo tight .
Just to prove to her how freaking much i miss her .
But .
I know the response she give will not be what i want .
I think .

I miss her .
I swore .
Sigh .

Today , saw her too .
She was skating .
Her favourite sport .
She wanted me to accompany her .
In the past though .
I did .
By sitting by the side and watch her play happily .
I didn't skate cause well .
I suck at balancing anyways .

I just wish i was by her side to guide her .
Or just let her guide me .
But .
Sigh , guess it's all too late le bah .
*Tears*

Yesterday kenny terence and jia yin came over to my place .
Slack .
Fun .
If only she was around , fun-er .
The couple left earlier .
Not sure what time .
Terence left at around 5 or 6 .
That's it .
Before coming over to my place , went to botak jones .
Actually wanted to go 171 de .
But never .

Today watch night at museum with wen ling and kenny .
Terence couldn't came cause dear nicole was sick .
Hope she is feeling better now .
Watch .
Accompany wen ling go eat subway .
Headed back home .
Went to buy some food first though .

Before exit the door to comic connection , i prayed not to see her .
I was scared i might emo or see her with another guy .
But when i step out , guess what .
I was looking everywhere for her .
The two friends of mine were saying me .
But i didn't know how come i like that .

P.S.
Sigh , i just miss her so so so so so much .
I .
Sigh .

2009-05-23T22:34:00.001+08:00

Well .
Got back my results for mid-year .
Yipee-ka-yeah .
Don't feel like talking about my result .
So heck .

Next .
Recently , live haven't been as pleasant as can be .
Especially on friday , when i got back my results .
In the past , well , only last year .
I always comfort myself whenever i failed .
How ?
By saying , thinking , that at the end of the day .
She is still by my side , loving me , doting me .
No matter what my results were .
Yes , of course , she would scold me .
But i know , deep down inside , she still love me .
And even when she scold me .
It wasn't with a harsh tone .
Instead , with a loving tone .
A tone that says i love you so so much .
But this year ?
*Grin*
Guess it's no more .

I'm spending my days like i can save them .
Makes any sense ?
Wonders .

Relationships indeed break many people's heart .
Teenagers .
Youngsters .
Whoever .
But ever wonder why we did that ?
Perhaps an Armageddon would change all these ?

2009-05-13T20:29:00.003+08:00

Well , i guess everybody has their ups and downs bah .
This is something that God put us with .
To suffer perhaps ?
Life is not what everyone makes out to be i guess .

Mid year week .
Doing ok .
Excluding math .
Freaking tough .
Left 18 marks blank .

Why ?
Good question .
Here is why .

Got a 8 marks question is drawing de .
Wanted to try my luck .
Then damn motherfucking son of a gun son of a bitch suay .
Pencil no lead !
Of all the times .
Fuck .
Then exam cannot borrow stationary or shit .
So heck care lor .
8 marks like that bo liao .
Dulan sia !

English and Chinese paper one was a breeze for me .
A walk in the park .
Got difficulties la .
But not much .
So quite proud . =)
That was friday .

Monday went out with 4EC and studied .
Also met reynard and marcus .
Saw nonis as well .

Tuesday was math and social studies .
Ok with social studies .
Have been memorizing during the weekends .

So here i am .
Wednesday .
Mugging for my singapore history .
And a stupid one hour n.e. quiz tomorrow .
Shitty !

Oh ya ,
I didn't smoke today !
Two people are proud of me !

Another thing is examinations ain't that bad ?
Perhaps bah .
All i know is all the papers that i took , especially today .
She was floating in my mind .
Perhaps of the things she said yesterday bah .
The last two words that i heard her say .
Well , it wasn't something expected but .
She said M***** P*** .
She turned back before i could see her reaction .
After hearing her saying those two words .
I swear .
I freaking god swear .
Her voice is pasted into me .
Even right now .
That sweet voice of hers .
I miss it so much .

Also today .
Walked past her .
I was only the most 30 cm away from her .
I don't think she knew .
But i'm not sure .
I'm not sure of anything anymore .

I will try my best to quit smoking .
As promised .
But i cannot ensure that in the near future i won't smoke again .
But be reassure , i will do my darnest .
I don't want people to lost faith in me anymore .

2009-05-03T22:00:00.003+08:00

Drank on friday .
Drank today .
Sigh .
Guess only drinking and smoking is the way .
Drank quite a lot on friday .
Family celebration .
Drank today .
Korea rice wine .
Not bad .
But not my type .
And shirmain told me something on friday .
Have been coping well bah .
Just that sometime will think here think there lor .

If she really has been lying to me all along .
Why only now then ask for break leh ?
Bah .
Ignore .

I'm quite bored nowadays .
Waiting for fallout 3 to torrent finish .

If i can talk to her .
Perhaps just once .
Just that would really satisfy me bah .

ARGH .

2009-04-28T22:21:00.002+08:00

Cried today again .
Thanks 4ec .
Although we already had a fucked up day today .
You guys still cared and concerned for me .
I really appreciate it .

I saw you today .
At canteen .
You were not happy .
I just know it .
I JUST KNOW IT .
I don't know why i know .
I just do .
Just like in the past .
I know when you were going to cry .

The sun shone so brightly this morning .
Shone brightly earlier than usual too .
Is it the end of the dark tunnel that i entered on the 20th ?
Is my journey in the darkest finally over ?
Bah .
Only she have the answer .
Only she .

Today morning woke up earlier .
Met reynard and marcus for breakfast .
6.30 meet them at one of chong pang's coffee shop .
Famous for nasi lemak de .
I reach there , they already pushing in the chair liao .
So went off to chamber there de bus stop .
Chatted while walking .
After that went 256 meet wayne as usual .
Lesson as usual .
Maths was a bit fucked up .
Sigh .
Two-face .

After school , extra lessons .
Social studies and maths .
Cooping well , i guess .
Finish le went back home , sending yoke back first though .
Walk so freaking long anyways .
Ass don't know got seal off .
Wong accompany me go bus stop .
Said bye .
And me ?
Saw her friends opposite .
But what can i do ?
Nothing .

P.S.
Is there anything to type in here ?

2009-04-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

Now she aiming for her ex-es ?
Sigh .
I just want to smoke all day long .
That is when i feel me .
With cigarettes , i'm me .
And i don't think far .
I don't think too much .
Isn't that better ?
Huh ?

Still no reply from her .
Sat , well , consider sun morning .
Still nothing .
Saw her this morning .
She saw me .
But i turned away before i could see her reaction .
I prayed deep down inside my heart that she was happy to see me .
But my fucking brain says otherwise .
Dilemma .

Praying .

2009-04-26T10:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a nice day .
Around 5 leave house .
Went over to tina's place .
Happy birthday .
Left at 6 .
Took mrt to dhoby ghaut .
Met ceci renata wayne marcus reynard and of course , birthday girl chewbaka .
Had dinner at subway at parklane .
That was how it was celebrated .
Simple .
After that the boys went to pool .
I got 3rd placing .
After playing , went over to find the girls .
Drink drank but not drunk .
Although my mind was full of memories .
Chivas .
Quite nice .
Was suppose to make baka drunk .
In the end she was still ok .
Watch soccer too .
Liverpool vs Hull .
Don't know the full name .
When we left it was liverpool 2 hull 1 .
Just when we left and cross the road , liverpool scored .

When i felt like vomiting .
Wow .
She just came into my mind .
I just couldn't believe it .
I thought drink liao i won't be thinking much .
But i was so wrong .
I really .
Sigh .
Messaged her also .
No reply till now .

Didn't sleep well last night as well .
Reach home at around 1 plus .
Bath .
Brushed teeth .
Tried to go sleep .
Had a hard time .
Slept .
Woke up at 2.30 .
Don't know why .
Went to toilet to wash up .
Slept better .
Slept till 10.30 .

2009-04-20T15:06:00.003+08:00

The marshmallow that i ate on saturday is still lingering in my mouth . =)

I will always remember this sentence .
Can i treat you marshmallow ?
WOW !
High liao !
Ah !

That was very nice .
And shocking . =)
Good shock though .
Sob .
If only we can turn back time aye ?

This saturday another event .
Our dearest chewbaka's birthday celebration .
And of course , my dearest hannah montina's celebration as well .
Hers will be at her house .
Afternoon .
Then at around 6 fly go find the others for baka's .
Phew .
But of course, studies come first .
Definitely .

And newsflash !
Wednesday northland no school !
Unexpected sia !
Haha .

P/S .
Didn't see her today leh .
And i don't think i think of her leh ?
Ya .
Think 90% true .
Not that i forget her liao la .
Mind was on other things .
Sigh .

We are really too young to get into relationships .

2009-04-19T08:50:00.002+08:00

Yipee !
Just camp finish with my 4ECs .
I'm proud of so many of them .
And i finally see Mr Faizal's son .
Handsome and cute like me . =p
Camped at pasir ris .
Fun .
Tiring as well .
As per normal , i got sleep la .
Haha .
Nothing new .
A lot of flashback la .
Afterall the holiday chalet was so near .
Sigh .

If you ever see this post , you definitely know who you are .
I still have feeling for you .
Please let me know ?
I really want to know .

At the pit got something damn shocking happen sia !
Unbelievable .
Right hor 4EC ?
Shit la .
Damn wasted lor . =(

P.S.
The marshmallow taste the best ever . =)

2009-04-09T22:28:00.001+08:00

Well , the unfairness of life bah .
Looking at it , thinking about it .
I guess .
I don't really have true friends bah .

I do know who my bros are though .

2009-04-08T17:57:00.003+08:00

Well .
I'm speechless (typeless) .
She was so close .
I couldn't concentrate well .
I want to cry .
But tears won't come down .
And 4EC historians were there .
As well as others .
When i saw her friends were in the library .
I expected to see her .
But .
It was just so sudden i guess .

I guess i kept her to tight .
She is enjoying her freedom now .
Pray and hope that she will return to me once again .
So that i can love her .
And she will love me .

2009-04-07T22:14:00.001+08:00

Today had chinese oral .
Fun ?
Ok la .
Easy ?
Ok la .
Difficult ?
Ok la .
Will pass ?
Ok la .
Will fail ?
Ok la .

Freaking dumb of me .
Oh well .

2009-04-04T22:04:00.004+08:00

Today was a nice but hot weather day .
Don't know if that make any sense .
Went to watch departure with family .
Most enjoyable is had dinner at occ .
Had nice scenery to accompany me .
Was glad of it .
The scenery cleared my mind .
Didn't think of her .

So .
Left home at around 2.30 .
Took the 812 that went khatib .
While walking , was already sweating like shit .
Good thing bus de air-con strong/macho .
Crapping .
Sweat all gone le .
Then damn strange is , i got off/alighted the bus .
Then suddenly start to rain .
What the fuck ?!
No warning de leh .
So ran across the road .
Was half drenched .
But all was well .
Went to mrt de platform .
Didn't have to wait .
Phew .
If not will be late .
In the train , there was couple all around me .
I think .
But i'm very sure there was one couple in front of me .
Poof .
Chain of memories .
Especially at ang mo kio .
Wah .
Could have just break down and cry lor .
So .
Got down at bishan .
Waited at the top level for i think around 5 min .
The others reached .
Watch .
Finish liao wait for the ladies go toilet and off we go to occ !
I feel like playing golf while waiting for dinner .
Mine was err , seafood broth .
Plain and simple , and of course . the cheapest .
Dinner for 5 people was $62.40 .
Had a peep at the receipt .
I had apple juice too .
Overall , yummy .

Went to brought face product just now .
Hope will improve .
Pleaseeeee .

2009-04-03T23:27:00.002+08:00

Those who tagged me .
Thanks for trying to brighten me up .
It works .
Well , at some point of time .
Maybe it is because of the fact that i just can't digest .
Digest the fact that i'm suffering while she is enjoying her life .
Or maybe it is just because i think too much .

Personally , i feel both are true .
But i can't control my thinking .
I just , think .
All the time .
Especially when i'm doing nothing .
No warnings either .

I just want to find out the fact .
The honest fact why we broke up .
Oh ya , i broke the pact that i made of not saying the break word .
So , whatever .

And thanks shirmain for telling me .
I guess to her , one year is only less than a day bah .
So soon got another guy , unbelievable .
Speechless .
Stun .
And many more .

Especially when i heard it .
I swore i want to break that yellow thing .
Just wonder if i'm that strong .

Oh .
Sport heat today .
Fun .
Excluding the missing her partS , seeing her partS and the flashback partS .
Notice the S .
Is plural , not singular .
4EC did ourselves proud .

I was so looking forward to this morning .
Hoping to hear something that is good .
But i guess , the higher you hope , the harder you fall , the more painful it will be bah .
Well , that was what i felt .

2009-04-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

Happy april fool day everyone .
Cracked a joke today .
Thanks for those who asked for concern .
Appreciated .

Got a lot things want to say .
But my blog is suppose to be cheerful de .
So .
Hush bah .

2009-03-30T18:46:00.000+08:00

Really need to sort out my thinking .
Sigh .

2009-03-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

Nothing last forever .
Can't believe it .

Kenny did something for me today .
He took something away from me .
My hollow heart is empty .
That void has yet to be filled .
It was filled with loves, joy, fun and caring .

2oth Feb .
Poof .
All that was gone .
Scars are still there .

Had a chat with yoke kee in school .
Maybe it's all my fault ?
Maybe it's all because i don't want to move on ?
I tried .
I really did .
I'm so tired of it .

Life is getting meaningless .
My life is rotting .
Nobody gets what i mean .
Nobody fuck cares me .
Honest .

After school, had a chat with kenneth, xp and yen liang's brother .
Talked about a lot of things .
Found out a lot of things .

I have been thinking .
In the past, i have been proudly saying that i'm a counselor .
Guess it's time for me to quit le .

Love .
I love love .
But why does it hates me ?

2009-03-22T21:37:00.000+08:00

Had steamboat just now .
For dinner .
Tired as tomorrow got school liao .
Tired .
Flashbacks .
Too often .

2009-03-20T10:48:00.002+08:00

Times really fly .
It's the 20th le .
The day that she can proudly says she is free .
Freedom .
My mind just spins around her .

Holidays gonna end soon .
Happy or sad i also not sure .
Just let it go bah .

Sharep .

2009-03-16T14:39:00.001+08:00

Pretty bored stiff .
Got a little of my homework done .
Miss her pretty much today .
Don't know what gotten into me .
No games to play as well .
Sigh .

Sian also .
Date canceled .

2009-03-15T21:52:00.001+08:00

Just bath finish .
Came back from dinner at chinatown .
Was bored .
Outside tea chapter see car go past only .
Wait for adults talk and see and whatever .

Tomorrow i have a date .

2009-03-15T11:33:00.000+08:00

So the 14th is gone .
Come the 20th ?
Sigh .
When will i stop this ?

Had a good day yesterday .
Aunt treat me to buffet .
Late birthday celebration .
With the rest of my cousins .
Got a birthday present too .
Dynames .
Happy .
Wanted it .
Next will aim the GN Arms .

2009-03-14T10:41:00.001+08:00

Hope everyone have a happy march 14th .
Her ?
Sigh .
Hope so .
Ptc just now .
Ok ok la .
Heck .

2009-03-13T22:30:00.001+08:00

Just found out tomorrow is the white valentine .
Sigh .
If only .
Just only .
Argh !

2009-03-13T19:41:00.002+08:00

I love myself .
Feeling so positive all of a sudden .
And feeling a little jealous .
All my friends late late go home and go makan supper .
Super jealous sia .
Nevermind .
Soon .
After getting a colorful results for my O i will party like siao ah !

But .
Tomorrow is THE day .
I don't care ptc .
It was suppose to be a happy day for me tomorrow de .
But .
Saw her this morning .
Can't believe it .
Fate at work ?
And the other time ?
Kenny knows it the best .
Sigh .
Now sad liao .

2009-03-11T19:00:00.000+08:00

My back hurts .
Sigh .
In the future .
Can we turn back time ?
How come those things that happen in movie doesn't appear in real life ?

Went fishing today .
Was bored stiff .
Went to see doc too .
Back is half dead i guess .
Sigh .
Might need to go back for another checkup .
X-ray i believe .
Bah .

2009-03-07T13:33:00.002+08:00

Indeed party till i dropped .
Ton .
Thanks ma .

And most importanly .
Thank you .
(Not in order)
My dear BB nerds

Kenneth
Yen liang
Shi Quan
Shing Rong

My gang

Reynard
Marcus
Ceci
Wan Ying
Wen Ling
Wayne
Rui keng

Bro
Kel
Terence

My dear neighbour,
Yubin

And of course,
Yoke kee .

Push .
I'm a mover ?
Or perhaps a _ ?

2009-03-06T10:11:00.002+08:00

Today is my birthday !
I'm so freaking happy lor .

But not in the best of mood la .

I still need time to totally let go .

Hope today got good news for me .

And guess what ?

I'm going for my car's theory test soon !

Cars .
Here i come .

Beers are my cup of water .

I do miss her .

No deny about it .

With her i will be happier .

But .

One should let go bah .

2009-03-05T19:55:00.002+08:00

A new URL , A new start .
A new Me , starting a new post .
I am discarding everything behind and starting a new , refreshed life now !
I thank a lot of people for consoling me when I was very down .
I believe I can get on with those stupid craps I had gone through !

ps. A WHOLE NEW ME !