Really need to sort out my thinking .
Sigh .

Nothing last forever .
Can't believe it .

Kenny did something for me today .
He took something away from me .
My hollow heart is empty .
That void has yet to be filled .
It was filled with loves, joy, fun and caring .

2oth Feb .
Poof .
All that was gone .
Scars are still there .

Had a chat with yoke kee in school .
Maybe it's all my fault ?
Maybe it's all because i don't want to move on ?
I tried .
I really did .
I'm so tired of it .

Life is getting meaningless .
My life is rotting .
Nobody gets what i mean .
Nobody fuck cares me .
Honest .

After school, had a chat with kenneth, xp and yen liang's brother .
Talked about a lot of things .
Found out a lot of things .

I have been thinking .
In the past, i have been proudly saying that i'm a counselor .
Guess it's time for me to quit le .

Love .
I love love .
But why does it hates me ?

Had steamboat just now .
For dinner .
Tired as tomorrow got school liao .
Tired .
Flashbacks .
Too often .

Times really fly .
It's the 20th le .
The day that she can proudly says she is free .
Freedom .
My mind just spins around her .

Holidays gonna end soon .
Happy or sad i also not sure .
Just let it go bah .

Sharep .

Pretty bored stiff .
Got a little of my homework done .
Miss her pretty much today .
Don't know what gotten into me .
No games to play as well .
Sigh .

Sian also .
Date canceled .

Just bath finish .
Came back from dinner at chinatown .
Was bored .
Outside tea chapter see car go past only .
Wait for adults talk and see and whatever .

Tomorrow i have a date .

So the 14th is gone .
Come the 20th ?
Sigh .
When will i stop this ?

Had a good day yesterday .
Aunt treat me to buffet .
Late birthday celebration .
With the rest of my cousins .
Got a birthday present too .
Dynames .
Happy .
Wanted it .
Next will aim the GN Arms .

Hope everyone have a happy march 14th .
Her ?
Sigh .
Hope so .
Ptc just now .
Ok ok la .
Heck .

Just found out tomorrow is the white valentine .
Sigh .
If only .
Just only .
Argh !

I love myself .
Feeling so positive all of a sudden .
And feeling a little jealous .
All my friends late late go home and go makan supper .
Super jealous sia .
Nevermind .
Soon .
After getting a colorful results for my O i will party like siao ah !

But .
Tomorrow is THE day .
I don't care ptc .
It was suppose to be a happy day for me tomorrow de .
But .
Saw her this morning .
Can't believe it .
Fate at work ?
And the other time ?
Kenny knows it the best .
Sigh .
Now sad liao .

My back hurts .
Sigh .
In the future .
Can we turn back time ?
How come those things that happen in movie doesn't appear in real life ?

Went fishing today .
Was bored stiff .
Went to see doc too .
Back is half dead i guess .
Sigh .
Might need to go back for another checkup .
X-ray i believe .
Bah .

Indeed party till i dropped .
Ton .
Thanks ma .

And most importanly .
Thank you .
(Not in order)
My dear BB nerds

Kenneth
Yen liang
Shi Quan
Shing Rong

My gang

Reynard
Marcus
Ceci
Wan Ying
Wen Ling
Wayne
Rui keng

Bro
Kel
Terence

My dear neighbour,
Yubin

And of course,
Yoke kee .

Push .
I'm a mover ?
Or perhaps a _ ?

But not in the best of mood la .




No deny about it .

One should let go bah .

A new URL , A new start .
A new Me , starting a new post .
I am discarding everything behind and starting a new , refreshed life now !
I thank a lot of people for consoling me when I was very down .
I believe I can get on with those stupid craps I had gone through !

ps. A WHOLE NEW ME !