Tuesday, May 26, 2009
These few days haven't been happy .
Yesterday .
I swore .
Yesterday i see her like 10 .
Perhaps even 100 times .
I see her like she is just beside me like that .
Ya , she was beside me at some point of time .
No doubt .
Just felt shitty all the way yesterday .
Stress-core .
Didn't went for archery .
I'm a sharpshooter for gun .
Not bow and arrow .
So slack at library and toilet with cheng liew and kenneth .
At toilet wash up and stuff .
She was just outside the toilet .
When i step out of the toilet alone , she was standing at the side .
I so so so so so so wanted to go to her side and talk to her .
And hug her soooo tight .
Just to prove to her how freaking much i miss her .
But .
I know the response she give will not be what i want .
I think .
I miss her .
I swore .
Sigh .
Today , saw her too .
She was skating .
Her favourite sport .
She wanted me to accompany her .
In the past though .
I did .
By sitting by the side and watch her play happily .
I didn't skate cause well .
I suck at balancing anyways .
I just wish i was by her side to guide her .
Or just let her guide me .
But .
Sigh , guess it's all too late le bah .
*Tears*
Yesterday kenny terence and jia yin came over to my place .
Slack .
Fun .
If only she was around , fun-er .
The couple left earlier .
Not sure what time .
Terence left at around 5 or 6 .
That's it .
Before coming over to my place , went to botak jones .
Actually wanted to go 171 de .
But never .
Today watch night at museum with wen ling and kenny .
Terence couldn't came cause dear nicole was sick .
Hope she is feeling better now .
Watch .
Accompany wen ling go eat subway .
Headed back home .
Went to buy some food first though .
Before exit the door to comic connection , i prayed not to see her .
I was scared i might emo or see her with another guy .
But when i step out , guess what .
I was looking everywhere for her .
The two friends of mine were saying me .
But i didn't know how come i like that .
P.S.
Sigh , i just miss her so so so so so much .
I .
Sigh .
8:56 PM