Nothing last forever .
Can't believe it .

Kenny did something for me today .
He took something away from me .
My hollow heart is empty .
That void has yet to be filled .
It was filled with loves, joy, fun and caring .

2oth Feb .
Poof .
All that was gone .
Scars are still there .

Had a chat with yoke kee in school .
Maybe it's all my fault ?
Maybe it's all because i don't want to move on ?
I tried .
I really did .
I'm so tired of it .

Life is getting meaningless .
My life is rotting .
Nobody gets what i mean .
Nobody fuck cares me .
Honest .

After school, had a chat with kenneth, xp and yen liang's brother .
Talked about a lot of things .
Found out a lot of things .

I have been thinking .
In the past, i have been proudly saying that i'm a counselor .
Guess it's time for me to quit le .

Love .
I love love .
But why does it hates me ?