Now she aiming for her ex-es ?
Sigh .
I just want to smoke all day long .
That is when i feel me .
With cigarettes , i'm me .
And i don't think far .
I don't think too much .
Isn't that better ?
Huh ?

Still no reply from her .
Sat , well , consider sun morning .
Still nothing .
Saw her this morning .
She saw me .
But i turned away before i could see her reaction .
I prayed deep down inside my heart that she was happy to see me .
But my fucking brain says otherwise .
Dilemma .

Praying .