Well .
I'm speechless (typeless) .
She was so close .
I couldn't concentrate well .
I want to cry .
But tears won't come down .
And 4EC historians were there .
As well as others .
When i saw her friends were in the library .
I expected to see her .
But .
It was just so sudden i guess .

I guess i kept her to tight .
She is enjoying her freedom now .
Pray and hope that she will return to me once again .
So that i can love her .
And she will love me .